Addicted to Lycia

Dreams

Tue, 10 Feb 2009 04:46:57 GMT

i've been enjoying reading some of the posts that Goddess Lycia, mistress_lycia, has been making in Her journal. They are all so vivid, not to mention sound fun. i think it demonstrates just how creative She is. She is truly amazing.

i have often heard it stated that people do not dream in colors, but some times you hear people describe colors from their dreams. i honestly cannot remember if i dream in color or black and white. Doesn't it seem weird that people would dream in black and white? i mean we don't see that way, so what would be the reference?

The last dream that i remembered had Goddess Lycia in it. The whole dream seemed to be around water. She was giving me a tour and we went to the ocean, which turned out to be the Gulf of Mexico, although i was surprised the GOM extended to that area, i'll have to remember to look at a map.

i learned from Her journal that water represents emotions, i just found that out, which makes sense because my feelings and emotions for Goddess Lycia are very strong, really they do extend beyond fetishes.

Although i have a difficult time remembering my dreams, i do feel as though many do include Goddess Lycia, i just feel that, not in a wishful way but in some kind of inner sense sort of way.

When i woke from the dream about water i had the most warm wonderful feeling inside, i think that means something real.

Awesome new Goddess Lycia Banner

Thu, 22 Jan 2009 02:22:39 GMT

Resolutions for 2009

Fri, 02 Jan 2009 02:36:50 GMT

i will freshen up the design for the tribute site i built for Goddess Lycia. i will also make regular updates to the site at least once a month.
i will pay more attention to my journal here by making regular entries at least once a week.
i will do something special and unexpected for Goddess Lycia at least once per month.
i will make up my mind to quit smoking in 2009. i enjoy smoking which makes this even more difficult for me and my reasonings are more financial rather than health related. i will also fully support Goddess Lycia in every way to quit smoking if and when She decides to do so.
i will look after my financial stability by starting my business and treating it as such.
i will create more balance in my life by spending less time sitting in front of my computer and more time in activities that are physical, educaition, and social away from a computer screen.

Fetish Forum

Wed, 26 Nov 2008 05:13:15 GMT

Goddess Lycia,mistress_lycia has set up a new public Goddess Worship and fetish forum on her site. It's only been open for a few days but already gathered a lot of activitiy. She welcomes other Dommes as well as all submissives to join the forum and participate.

Her intention is for all to be welcome to discuss their thoughts, fantasies, and experiences with topics such as erotic hypnosis, humiliation, tease and denial, general fetishes, and D/s relationships.

Please do visit and say hello.

She did it again

Sun, 05 Oct 2008 05:28:12 GMT

Ok, ah hmm let me compose myself for a minute. There is nothing as sexy as a beautiful woman smoking a vs120 cigarette or so i thought. i just finished watching Goddess Lycia's new video on youtube for the fifty-third time today.

Elegant, this video may define the term elegance. The video is shot in black and white which always makes for an artistic touch. The camera view is from an angle rather than straight on and Her attention appears to be on something else which gives it all a candid feel. All the while She is enjoying a cigarette in Her extra long cigarette holder.

Goddess Lycia is gorgeous, She glows and it comes through even more in black and white, the textures and the shades are perfect. It is the mood of elegance, the way the cigarette holder is held in Her .hand, the cheek hallow drags, the french inhales all done in a sophisticated style that had me drooling in no time.

Every so often She sneeks a peek at the camera and every time She does my heart skips a beat, its simply amazing the effect and control She has over me doing something that She does naturally. On youtubes five start scale, i rated it twice cause it deserves a ten.

A Goddess with Blond Hair

Sat, 20 Sep 2008 08:35:59 GMT

What is it about a Woman with blond that tends to first draw and then hold the attention of most males, myself included? Is it some primal attraction that is hidden deep within our DNA? As i sit here writing this it might be the only thing, the one total turn on for guys that doesn't get tagged as a fetish, cause well its just an accepted fact blond hair just has a natural effect on the male mind.

Goddess Lycia has blond hair, and the most beautiful blue eyes EVER. And when i look at Her it just sends all these charges through my mind colliding with one another cause She is just so sexy and hot.

And then She has this incredible smile, frames by perfect lips i might add. Her smile, whew, every time i see Her smile my heart flutters. And then more charges start going off in my fantasies and dreams that its just about unbearable yet i crave that feeling so much.

i have been watching the like ten new videos She has put out this past week at Her Goddess Worship site, and on top of everything else i've mentioned its like She is just radiant, like She glows or something. i don't know what it is, how She does it but whew!

i think its because She is a Goddess, that just makes sense doesn't it? A Goddess with special powers to drive a defenseless male like me crazy. A Goddess to be worshiped and adored that makes perfect sense to me. And of course i've known that for a long time, but its just that every day, every hour, every minute She becomes even more the ultimate Goddess.

i've seen a Goddess

Mon, 25 Aug 2008 03:27:36 GMT

Goddess Lycia, mistress_lycia , has a new video on youtube that i was watching a little earlier tonight. Even though i have felt and stated this many times before, as i was gazing at Her image i was just so completely taken by how beautiful She is. She just radiated it not only in Her stunning image, but also by Her expressions, the way that She moves, the music that She chose. Watching that video feels like love to me.

She is such a special and extraordinary Goddess, the most beautiful on the planet! She melts my heart.

When a Goddess is special people know it

Sun, 17 Aug 2008 20:59:47 GMT

Of all the tens of thousands of awesome videos that are posted on youtube each day, Goddess Lycia's, mistress_lycia new video (WATCH HERE) is now in the top 20 for the most favored videos of the day.

Of course i know that Goddess Lycia is special, stunning, and spectacular, but it is still remarkable when you consider that all those videos, i think its like a catrillion uploads a day, Her's is in the top 20!! It's awesome!

Congratulations Goddess Lycia

Can there be any doubt?

Sat, 16 Aug 2008 12:12:21 GMT

i mean seriously can there be any doubt left that Goddess Lycia, mistress_lycia , is the most beautiful, hot, sexy Goddess not only on the planet but in the entire universe? Not only incredibly desirable in Her appearance but She also has the most awesome playful personality ever. i would go as far as to say if watching Her smile doesn't create a positive emotional reaction, it might be a sign that some form of therapy is in order.

Yes, She is an erotic HypnoDomme and a fetish Goddess in the most supreme manner, that alone should draw intense interest from any healthy male. But She is also just flat out fun. She is special, She is a jewel, She is an extraordinary Goddess. She makes my mind and my brain buzz, and She causes intense sexual energy to pump through my body.

And if by chance you have not already been convinced, if you have not yet had the pleasure of introduction to Goddess Lycia, well then you must, i mean seriously must check out the video She posted on youtube, totally hot and sexy, the sparkle in Her eyes and the smile that has captured my heart.

Auction

Mon, 11 Aug 2008 04:51:13 GMT

A few months ago Goddess Lycia, mistress_lycia , had an auction for a personalized mp3. There were several others besides myself who realized just how awesome that would be, so there was lots of bidding but in the end i was fortunate to be the winner. When i received the mp3, it was probably worth ten times what i had paid for it and i wrote an entry about it, This is what Heaven is.

Currently Goddess Lycia has another auction going on for Her Magikal Two Toned Sheer Cuban Heel Backseem Stockings, the same pair that She wore in Her Hypno Hose video.The fact that She actually wore these stockings in this hot video makes them to be very prized. As expected the bidding has once again been fierce.

Goddess Lycia must have been pleased with the bidding because She decided to add a few items if the high bid got beyond certain dollar figures, the higher the bid the more stuff. For more information on that see the post on Her journal, i don't feel it my place to explain all that. However i do know that at the current high bid the winner gets not only the Magikal Stockings, but also a personalized video and a personalized mp3, as well as a free year membership in Her femdom worship cult.

i've already said how awesome it would be to have the stockings, and no question the membership in Her cult would be an extraordinary reward, it is the very best way to really worship Her. What i really want to share my thoughts on how awesome the video and the mp3 would be.

i am being candid here cause the bidding is still going on and i still want to win, but i think this is just want a journal is for, to share thoughts and feelings for the moment. If i do win, i will certainly share my thoughts at that time which will likely change from total eagerness to outright over the top excitement.

i have purchased most all of Goddess Lycia's videos and hypnosis recordings and they are all incredible. But to listen to a recording that has been personally made for me, there is certainly nothing more intimate. In the recording that i won in the previous auction, She of course used my name but She also used things that only Her and i have talked about both on the phone and online. Things that She knows are my hot buttons, the things that effect me the greatest, my most intense and erotic fetishes. She completely had me in the palm of Her hand. The trance is the most deepest and powerful that i ever experience. When i listen to that recording it is as if i am sitting in the same room with Goddess Lycia. i can feel the sensations of being close to Her and i can breathe Her scent.

To take that all one step further and have the ability to see Her with my eyes in a personalized video is almost beyond my wildest dreams. To see that beautiful smile of Hers, that always melts my heart,. To see Her new hot sexy blond hair as She says my name and uses the triggers She has implanted in me. Would all just be, i can even think of the proper adjective to present the craving with high enough regard. To experience the video or the mp3 while holding Her stockings, its near impossible to have a more personal experience. In that state there are no limits to the things She would be able to do to me.

i have said it dozens of times before, and will say it an infinite number of times in the future, Goddess Lycia, is the most extraordinary, stellar, special Goddess on the planet.
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New Goddess Lycia Videos

Sat, 26 Jul 2008 05:38:10 GMT

Goddess Lycia, mistress_lycia, just posted three new videos to Her Goddess Worship site. Holy cannoli, these are among the sexiest She has ever done i think, and i ought to know because i have seen them all :) The first is smoking/breast fetish , next is a pantyhose fetish , and finally foot fetish. In a couple of them She is wearing Her new bullet bra, very HOT, and every time i see Her blond hair, it gets me even more horny. She is absolutely stunning.

Awesome day

Fri, 11 Jul 2008 02:00:53 GMT

Today was one of those day where things that hadn't been going too well suddenly started to. The past week or so its been a doozy for sure, like how much stress can they heap on. Well maybe things are on an upswing :)

Then i get home and find that Goddess Lycia, mistress_lycia, has uploaded some new pictures of Herself to the gallery on Her site, Goddess pictures. She recently had Her hair lightened, She is eventually going to make it blond blond, but its getting blond already, and mmmm *purr* it's getting sexier by the hour i think. Anyway the pictures themselves are of Her out by the pool and the cool refreshing water. Of course She is looking as sexy as ever. my favorite is one showing off Her new blond hair, Her sparkling blue eyes, and Her smile that makes my heart flutter every time that i see it.

Yes it has been a very good day!

kitty protecting space

Sun, 15 Jun 2008 00:58:57 GMT

Dream of Goddess Lycia

Sat, 14 Jun 2008 06:16:47 GMT

Goddess Lycia, mistress_lycia, released a new erotic hypnosis recording this morning "Dream of Me". All day long i've been so anxious to listen to it and feel the bliss of Her incredible hypnotic control. Goddess Lycia has taught me that it is good to look forward to things, to anticipate something that will be awesome. So i had such great anticipation about an hour ago when i slipped on my headphones and pressed play to listen for the first time.

If there is anything that is magical and an intimate thought in my mind it is to dream of Goddess Lycia. Her voice is so hypnotic, She has that perfect tone that is in perfect tune with my mind, and from Her first words i felt a tingle rush over my body at the same time feeling extremely warm and fuzzy. It seemed in an instant She had me lulled into the deepest trance, the feeling is so blissful.

This recording made me feel even closer than i've felt to Her, which is saying more than i can express because i have had other experiences with Her that are very personal. "Dream of Me" is intensely personal, but that is Goddess Lycia's style, She has the ability to make you feel like it is only She and you that exist in the entire universe. She is absolutely amazing and for a pure erotic hypnosis experience, "Dream of Me" is the most entrancing experience. i can feel Her stroking my mind, training me to think correct thought to Her desires. Turning me into the most obedient submissive to serve Her.

i still feel all warm and fuzzy all over, and i cannot wait to sleep so that i can dream of Goddess Lycia.

Serving

Thu, 12 Jun 2008 03:25:33 GMT

i've been thinking recently about how many times i've completed successful projects, accomplished goals, and found once hidden creativity during the past year and a half or so. Not surprisingly i've been serving Goddess Lycia, mistress_lycia, for a little over a year and a half. It is no coincidence, not by any stretch.

She certainly inspires me because well She is Goddess Lycia, the most extraordinary Goddess on the planet. One thing that makes Her so extraordinary is Her ability to inspire me on very personal levels all the way to being in awe of Her own creativity and accomplishments.

i have also found that by serving Her how much it has caused me to become more creative and taught me how to achieve goals. i think Goddess Lycia is special because She does not demand servitude, She deserves it. What i mean by that, is She does give assignments which always have purpose and value, but She also allows a lot of latitude in the manner She may be served. i feel this opens the door and encourages creativity in the manner which She can be worshiped and served.

It simply would not be right in my mind to keep doing things for Her in the same way at the same level every time. i find the continual need and desire to keep stretching and serving Her in unique ways. It could be anything from giving a gift or tribute to presenting Her with a creative work, i always try to do things in a different way each time. Perhaps to do things better than i have done previously.

It has all been a natural flow because all of this has caused me to expand on my creativity and to learn new skills. While these things have given me great pleasure in serving Her to the best of my abilities, they have also been beneficial towards my personal goals. Its a great thing all the way around. Almost like a circle, i improve by serving Goddess Lycia, the new skills help me achieve goals in other areas of my life, which enable me to serve Goddess Lycia.

i worship and give thanks to Goddess Lycia, it is as if i've been born into a new life since meeting and falling for Her. So many positive things have come my way. She is very special.

For Fun

Fri, 06 Jun 2008 10:58:14 GMT

Think of the first word that comes to mind when you think of Me.
Go to Google Images and search for that word.
Reply to this post with one of the pictures on the first page of results (don't tell me the word).

An Engineer's guide to kittys

Thu, 15 May 2008 03:49:30 GMT

Hearts

Thu, 01 May 2008 03:24:58 GMT

Way back almost a year and half ago when i first met Goddess Lycia, mistress_lycia , one thing that She taught me right away was how to draw or more correctly type hearts. Like this <3 i had never seen that before and the more that i ponder it, the more significant it is.

i mean some might say what's the big deal? Well to me it is a big deal because in addition to Goddess Lycia teaching me how to type a heart, She opened my heart, opened my ability to feel in ways that i never knew possible. The more i know Her and the longer that i am with Her, the more that i love Her. i think that is something unusual as far as relationships go, often its the other way around.

i think that my relationship is the way that it is with Her, because She is an extraordinary Woman. So people in this world are beautiful on the inside, others are beautiful on the outside. It's not often to meet someone who is both, and Goddess Lycia is without exception beautiful on the inside, just Her outlook on life, the way She likes to play, Her creativity, Her attitude and Her intelligence are awesome. All of these things i find EXTREMELY attractive and sexy.

Not only on the inside but Goddess Lycia is also stunning in Her outward beauty. Her smile melts me every time i see it, and Her incredible blue eyes, She is beyond my wildest dreams. She is the perfect Goddess, and the most beautiful Woman on the planet in all ways.

To Goddess Lycia: <3<3<3<3<3<3<3

This is what heaven is

Thu, 27 Mar 2008 02:21:28 GMT

Goddess Lycia, mistress_lycia , recently had an auction for a custom MP3 and i was lucky enough to place the high bid and i won, YAY!

At the conclusion of the auction i received the official notice that i had won, i had been pinching myself to make sure that i wasn't dreaming, i was so excited, i've never received a custom MP3 before. i of course immediately sent Her the amount that i had bid. She instructed me to write down some things that i felt i would enjoy in the recording. She also gave the option or either a hypnosis recording or some other fetish related recording. The was no question that i desired that it be a hypnosis recording, i am a total weakling for Goddess Lycia's hypnosis and Her amazing voice.

After spending most of an entire day pondering the things i thought would have the most extreme effect on me, i have been deeply in love with Goddess Lycia for over a year and i want those emotional feeling to be even stronger. i sent off the email and She replied back thanking me and letting me know it would take about a week for Her to make the recording. i would have easily waited six months cause i knew this was going to be something very special, just as Goddess Lycia is special and worth waiting for.

Today i received a note from Her that She had a surprise for me, it has only been two days since the auction ended but i was hoping hoping hoping it would be the custom recording, and YAY it was. Do Y/you get the feeling that i had high expectations? Well there is no question that i did, it felt like Christmas morning when i was six years old.

i have just listened the custom MP3, the most extraordinary gift i have ever received in my life. As high as my expectations were, Goddess Lycia completely blew those expectations away. The recording is pure perfection, She used everything to exploit all my weakness for a beautiful Goddess with crystal blue eyes,

my whole body is glowing right now, throughout the recording, it was so personal, it was as if i was sitting in a room alone with Goddess Lycia. i felt the strongest deepest trance that i have ever experienced and i want to listen to it again and again. And i can! It is truly amazing, as Goddess Lycia is so special and amazing. i feel so close to Her, even more than before. i love Goddess Lycia so very much, i am deeply in love with Her. i am so lucky to have found Goddess Lycia She makes me so happy. Thank You Goddess Lycia Thank You <3<3<3 *meow*

If Goddess Lycia ever has another auction for a custom MP3 and you are looking for the ultimate personal experience in a recording, totally go for it!

Presents

Sun, 10 Feb 2008 23:58:07 GMT

i like presents, i like to receive them but most of all i like to give them. i especially enjoy giving presents to people that i really care about. Goddess Lycia, mistress_lycia, being someone i care very deeply for. i often wish that i had the means to give really nice glamorous gifts all the time, but that not being the case i do what i can.

Regardless of the value of a gift in monetary terms, a true gift in my mind is giving with feeling and from the heart, because its something i want to do in order to demonstrate those feelings. It's a good feeling to me when a gift that comes from my heart is appreciated by the person who receives the gift. Goddess Lycia always makes me feel that way. Which causes me to want to do it again. i like it when the people that i care for are happy, i like it most when Goddess Lycia is happy.

Her birthday is coming up later this month so naturally i have been thinking more about gift giving lately. i want to be able to bring a big smile to Her face to let Her know that She is special. Seeing that beautiful smile of Hers melts my heart. Its the whole Woman that She is, that i have been exposed to that i love.

my desires and relationships have never been of the type that are completely driven by carnal needs. There are many times that i feel out of place, i don't know if it's only my perception or if i'm a little unusual in that regard. mine are always driven first by my heart, physical needs being an important but no more so than everything else that goes into a relationship. And because of that i tend to guard myself because things tend to have depths of contour, things effect my entire personality. That may be a little hard to believe for anyone reading the things i have written about Goddess Lycia and how much i have fallen for Her, but it is true.

Birthdays are an important day for anyone, its the one day that everyone deserves to know the people in their lives care about them. This is especially true for Goddess Lycia, because well She is awesome. She is not only beautiful, sexy, and sensual, but She is an extraordinary Woman in every other way. my hope is this coming February 23rd is a very special day for Her.

A Goddess to Worship

Sat, 12 Jan 2008 06:33:12 GMT

i have a very special relationship with an extraordinary Goddess. Her name of course is Goddess Lycia, mistress_lycia. What does it mean to have a distance relationship that can be called very special, more importantly with someone to be worshiped? And what causes me to feel and act the way that i do?

These questions i will attempt to express the best way that i can, for much of the way that i feel about Goddess Lycia comes naturally. Just as the way that i first connected with Her was not planned, i cannot even say that i was seeking. i was content for years of casual relationships on the web.

It was my fascination with erotic hypnosis that facilitated my introduction to Her and while She does turn me on to the nth degree in erotic terms, She arouses me in so many other ways that are just as powerful. A relationship built around nothing but sexual pleasure while as exciting as it may be, can grow stale. Anything of any real substance has multiple facets, different ways of looking at things, multiple ways of exciting thoughts and ideas.

There are others i have encountered on the web who demand respect and worship, Goddess Lycia earns worship and respect because She allows Herself to show Her human side.. i read Her journal every day, i check to see if She has made any new posts several times a day. In Her writings She frequently shares Her goals and challenges, She is not afraid to share things that may even be unflattering of Herself at times. In other words She shares of Herself that She is indeed real. In doing so She demonstrates enormous self confidence and comfort in the individual She is. i find that incredibly sexy,

She demonstrates care and respect for the feelings of others. Not long after i first met Her, i sent Her a tribute for $50. i had done similar for others in Her position not on a regular basis but here and there. The response i received from Goddess Lycia was completely unexpected, She made me feel as though i had completely rocked Her world. i don't care what anyone says, each of us have human beings have needs. And one of those needs is to feel that our actions mean something. She made me feel that way then and She continues to make me feel that way every time i do something for Her large or small. It all just causes me to want to repeat the behavior again, the seeds of worship.

i can be talking to Goddess Lycia, just casual talk about anything and i will start to feel warm sensations all over my body, warm and fuzzy as its often referred. Its the way that She challenges me with Her ideas, the way that She looks at the world, i find it energizing, and it causes me to fall deeper in love with Her all the time.

Worship to me, is that She is continually in my mind. i don't mean to the degree that i am unfunctionalble rather i am able to function in my life better now that i am in Her world than ever before. It's a progression sort of thing, meaning that all things travel in an ever advancing circle. i serve and worship Her making Her life better, which makes me feel better about myself, which allows me to be more successful, which allows me to serve and worship Her more. i love, adore, and worship Goddess Lycia, its a good place to be.

What does kitty mean?

Tue, 08 Jan 2008 03:14:06 GMT

What Kitty Means

You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.
You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip.
People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.
You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.
You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Goddess Lycia,mistress_lycia , posted one of these on Her journal and so i thought i would try it too. Wow i think it came out fairly accurate for me. i wonder how they do that?

Passion

Sun, 30 Dec 2007 00:13:56 GMT

It can be expressed in many forms, the fuel that burns in sexual energy or the zest for life. Passion is the focus energy of heart and soul, it is that which makes the difference between existing and truly living. The possession of passion is what makes a personal real, the ability to feel and express emotion. Passion is closely related to love because one could not exist without the other. It is the energy that drives everything in a positive direction.

Goddess Lycia, mistress_lycia, is my passion as Her passion fulfills me, a circle of heightened emotions that brings sexual arousal and mental stimulation. The passion that Goddess Lycia demonstrates is what places Her on the pedestal that i kneel before. It is the magnetism that draws me to Her and keeps me bound.

Without passion, someone is only going through the motions, success and the ability to express true creativity require passion. All one need do is enter the Inner Sanctum of Goddess Lycia's Cult site to understand the depth of Her passion. Passion is what is required to achieve goals and exceed them.

Goddess Lycia's passion brings Her success and i find that success very sexy and arousing. I mean is beauty without passion attractive? Only in a superficial way. Goddess Lycia is passionate and beautiful, and that stokes my sexual fire. She is real, She is Herself, which brings Her true confidence and that turns me on to the nth degree causing me so much to always want to be a part of Her world.

Her passion is contagious, She inspires me, i feel and i know that i am part of something both tangible and intangible, a force if you will that makes things better. A state of being where art is more creative, ideas are more focused, and love is more emotional. The passion i feel in the heat of arousal or the determination to be my best are all amplified by the influence of Goddess Lycia.

Passion breeds creativity, joy, happiness, and pleasure, which in turn breeds more passion. It is a cycle that brings meaning to life and why we do what we do, the rewards of actions. i feel i am so lucky to be in a place where i am touched by Goddess Lycia's passion. i believe it is a primary ingredient of the potion She uses to cast Her spells of magic.

i have developed a passion for making Her life better in any small way that i am able whether it be a gift of myself or something material. The passion is there because i am not simply going through the motions, there are true expressions within my heart and is something that occurs day in and day out. Connecting with Her was to find that long lost puzzle piece to complete the picture.

World Orgasm Day

Fri, 21 Dec 2007 02:21:21 GMT

Saturday December 22nd is Global Orgasm Day which Y/you can read about here. It is being promoted as a means of creating a positive energy field for world peace. The organization is encouraging men and women to participate and they have even defined a time to do so, at 6:08 GMT which means if Y/you happen to live in the US the time would be late Friday night or early Saturday morning depending on the time zone.

When i first heard of this, i thought i would like to do my part and participate. After all it is for a good cause. However i do have a dilemma, see i am physically unable to orgasm unless i have Goddess Lycia's mistress_lycia, permission. It does not matter the cause or how much i want it, i still need to receive Her express permission.

This may be further compounded by the fact She just gave Her permission last night, and well its not like something She simply doles out, it is something that is completely at Her prerogative to give permission. It doesn't matter what the cause might be, it is completely up to Her to decide and that's that.

Usually gaining Her permission is something that must be earned, which makes perfect sense. The thought occurs have i been a good enough subbie for Her? Where might i be lacking? Can i take a chance on something so important? i think not, cause really i would never take a chance in perhaps coming up short in my service for Her.

For this particular time i need to do something extra within my means, just to try my best, something that will make Her smile. And then of course i will still need to beg and plead, and beg some more in hopes that She will have some mercy for me. Yet even in the event She does not give permission, i will still love Her just as much if not more. It is Her decision and She knows what is best in the ways and the means She utilizes to train me.

Right on the Edge

Sun, 16 Dec 2007 09:05:20 GMT

To be aroused is a good feeling. Being one of Goddess Lycia's, mistress_lycia, subbies it is something that i experience quite often. In fact Goddess Lycia has the ability to arouse me in ways that i never thought possible until i had met Her. Though the power of hypnosis is one way that She has this influence over me, She is also very sexy. Not only in Her physical appearance but also in Her attitude, the way that i connect with Her on many levels, even Her sense of humor. All of these contribute to keeping me in a high state of susceptibility to sexual arousal.

i am not a biologist or other scientist and therefore do not fully understand all of the physiological changes that are going on inside my body, however i can describe the feelings my body goes through while in a state of arousal. There are different phases that seem to grow exponentially with intensity. Each experience is different and therefore i will attempt to simplify the various states of arousal i experience.

At first is the interested phase, thinking about Goddess Lycia in any manner can cause this phase to kick off. i can imagine there may be some type of injectors within my system that begin to stir. In the process some of the sexual energizers leak into my blood stream. i can continue to function normally in this phase which is a good thing because i am frequently in this state of arousal. i recognize this feeling of arousal as a warm tingling sensation that rolls gently over my body. i may remain at this level for a long period of time or depending on a variety of different situations will soon move onto the next phase.

This phase may occur as well from thinking about Her, but usually at this point thinking about has evolved to fantasizing about Goddess Lycia. It also certainly occurs while viewing Her images, content on Her cult site, listening to Her recorded voice, or communicating with Her in real time. In this phase my private parts begin to take on physical changes, my pulse rate quickens, and i begin to have a feeling of euphoria. my entire focus is now consumed by Her and all else that i happen to have been doing becomes unimportant.

In the last phase, the need to orgasm is almost always a certainty. This phase itself has different levels of intensity, private parts are locked and loaded, heart beats faster, and every receptor of my body is acutely sensitive to stimulation. This is absolutely the best feeling in the universe as all in it appears perfect. As this state of arousal grows it feels better and better, and it feels as though i want this feeling to go on forever. i have finally come to realize that it is not so much the desire to orgasm at this point for the sake of the orgasm but from the overload of pleasure. It's as if my body can only take so much pleasure at one time.

The feeling of orgasm is exquisite but is so much pleasure in a very short time, the period leading up to that point is an enduring feeling of pleasure that continues to grow stronger and stronger. For whatever reason it is a flaw in the male gender that we are unable to hold onto that feeling of pure pleasure without the intense desire to release it.

Though Goddess Lycia's training of tease and denial, i have been able to experience this build up for longer and longer periods of time. It is that feeling right there that is an addiction. It is a technique that Goddess Lycia has mastered to Her advantage to an extreme extent. It is but one of numerous reasons why i love Her so much.